Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Stressed OUT.

Stress. It's that little flame that lights a fire under your ass. (borrowed from Avenue Q; swapped "purpose" for "stress" because that is exactly what stress is doing to me).

There is so much going on in my life right now, it's amazing I remember my own head sometimes (especially with all the medicine I am pumping myself with). So, I have broken down and become a big girl. I officially have a calendar with events on it. Aren't you proud? I'm slowly inching my way into adulthood. It's not so bad. Kind of like chasing medicine with sugar or a Jager shot with beer. Not ready to pull the band aid off quite yet, but I'm itching it.

Oh for it to be mid-May. Things will slow down a bit, long enough for me to catch my breath then off to the next 2 year(ish) marathon. Some people may like all this excitement and being kept on their toes. I am not one of those people. I like schedules. I like routines. I like boring life with a splash of excitement every once in a while, on my own terms. I'm a control freak, it's not my fault. What a cruel joke life is playing on me right now.

Not funny, Baby Jesus. I'm sorry I ate meat on Good Friday. Jeeez.

ps- anyone need a place to live in May? You can have a first hand look as I lose my freaking mind!


TN Girl Moving To New York City said...

I'm so sorry girl! Guess we are in the same club right now.

Is Frenchie moving out??? Let me know if there is anything I can do to help!!

.Nicotine.Queen. said...

haha! We can freak out together!
Yes, Frenchie is going back to France or NC. . . I don't know nor do I care as long as I don't have to listen to her bitch about life anymore.

No worries. Everything will work out. This is just the DayQuil talking.

PinkPiddyPaws said...

Baby Jesus has bigger fish to fry sweetie. I think you and your meat eating ways are safe. :)

TN Girl Moving To New York City said...

Ok. Keep me updated on everything & if I need to do anything when I get there (as you will be out of town). Oh..did you mail the apt keys? (Sorry to add to the stress)